News..

I think I will soon move back to my lovely country .... So many things in my mind right now....
Need all the luck in the world please....

Hope anything happen later, just for our goodness.

Amin.

Morning Ritual on a busy day

My ritual in the morning.... hmmmm, let say after a long *hopefully* nice sleep... could be morning, afternoon, or night.... depends on my shift actually...

Wake up... If only my alarm ringing for a third or fourth times...

Sit on the bed.... *males"an*..... And start to pray, thank HIM for a chance to continue my life a day today.... and for my day's activities that are waiting ...

Take a bath..... Pooping first before... hehehe..... I usually got a bad mood if skipping this activity to start my day...

*Face cleanser after wakeup: Lush herbalism or Lush aqua marine *love these Lush fella!* or The Skin Food grain foam on a super lazy/rushing day*

*Shampoo: Lush ultimate shine shampoo bar or Kerastase biotic shampoo and Kerastase anti ussure conditioner*

*Soap: Lux liquid or Biore, depends what is available in my bathroom... haha*

Put my soft contact lenses if I don't want to wear a spec on this day...

*I currently have 4 colors from A+, violet, brown/honey?, grey, and blue*

Deodorant(Mark&Spencer or Rexona stick)... body lotion(Jergens age defense or St. Yves firming or Nivea UV protector)...

Perfume.... any perfume that I can grab on my toilet in my bathroom... I got around 5 there maybe, just in case... hehehe..

Skincare...

Toner : Lush tea tree or Lush eau the rome.... I love it both... dunno how to live without it... *think when I need to go back Jakarta for good.... no Lush anymore there.... ... sheesh!*

Eyecare lotion : Lush eye lotion.... I forgot the name, but it only have 1 eye lotion... hehe...

Face lotion : Clinique DDML... Just so I got my face some moisture.... remember on my age ... haiyah...

Sunblock : Clinique super city block SPF 40.... I keep wearing it even when I work on night shift... because I got a paranoia with dark spots that could be come from the lamp light... hihih... Maybe skip it only when I really late... *have I ... hehehe....*

Done.... Put all my outfits ....

Makeup.... Have you seen my makeup case? What I wear to office?

Believe it or not.... only face powder + eyebrow set...

If I have more time, which is a rare occasions... I will add some blush on my cheek... That's all!

Hiks....

Maybe I will do more makeup to office if I have to *because of office rules maybe.... in other companies, in the future* or if I have more time.. Which is soooo rare, remembering I don't want to wake up before the time show very sharply 60-45 minutes before my working time start.

Then.... dry my hair, or set it if I already wash it on night before I sleep....

Ready to go!

My condo - office = 5 minutes fast walking.... :D

6 in the morning

Prepare prepare prepare....

I currently thinking to get out from my comfort zone.... 

Confuse but still stay on focus...

Btw, tadi gw baru nonton film apaan tuh yg tentang pemaen bola gitu de, yg ada David Beckham, dll, pokoknya pemaen" Real Madrid waktu itu.... *mreka sebage cameo aja*

Bah, enak banget hidup mreka... hahahaha, tp cuma sebates you can buy anything you want.... just name it....

Tapi nyata nya di balik itu smua, ada kompensasi yang harus dibayar..... Contohnya karna lo terkenal, lo bakal dihantui slalu sama paparazzi... duh jujur aja gw gak demen de sama yg nama nya paparazzi, in this case.... itu tuh org" yang slalu ngikutin celebs atau sapa pun org terkenal, sampe 24/7... kan kasian.... 

Korban nya da banyak de.... such as Lady Di, Jacko, Britney, .... Paris? hehehe...

Yada itu cuma selayang pandang aja gara" nonton film entuh....

Kambek.... focus... focus... focus....

Wish me luck ya temans!

What a day... a loooong one...

I've not yet sleep for more than 24 hours.....

Yesterday night I woke up at 6:30 PM, and then working from 9:00 PM until 7:00 AM..

After that I have to attend the customer service training at 9:00 PM. I actually got a chance to skip it, but I really think that this is a good opportunity for me to improve my customer service skill level into more professional level. And it's free provided by my company.

And so the training ended at 7:00 PM..... After that I still chit chat with my friends, and got a little lesson from Freeze... my manager.... That will be resigned soon. I cannot do much anymore to practice it, because I feels that my brain is tired already. Hehe..... 

Now I chillin at my home. To calm down my nerves.

I think I should exploiting my brain more in the future. Because I still amazed with how it can work out of my expectation when I really mean it.   

Oh Lord, please forgive me for it... I love YOU, YOU know it ....

Oh No, new bag I WANT to have!

LV Neo Cabby MM in Pink color

Pic is courtesy of http://www.louisvuitton.com/

Loooooove it from the first time I spot it on magazine.....

Bye bye Ms. F CZP

I finally have to say goodbye for my friend, work mate, boss, and 'big sista' *should I say that?* that I never had.

Hope you will find your better life outside there. This office is too small for you to grow. I know you can achieve much more than just being here. Although I love you for being here. Hehe...
Sometimes I mad at you... of course. But I still look at you as someone I can learn from.
Thanks for all the lessons and experiences.
The best superior I ever had in this office.

God bless you always:)

My Eye and Lips Brushes

I'd posted my face brushes earlier. Now is the time for my small brushes....

Here they are.... The babies!

1. Smudge brush from Make Up Show. IDR 90k?
No more re-stock from the seller.
I love this brush to applying eyeshadow on lower lash line. Or to smudge the eyeliner that applied on my lower lash line as well. Pick up color so well, dense and stiff enough to do these purposes. I think this one is sintetic hair. Love it!

2. Angled eye brush from Anna Sui. Purchased it in 2008 for IDR 120k.
Love this brush! I used to use it to applying gel eyeliner *you can see the picture, the brush so dirty, should be white goat hair!* I can make thin-thick line using this, no beat so far for me *because I don't want to buy MAC since this one can do it well .... :D*. I think this is similiar to MAC 266 or MAC 208.

3. Angled eye brush from Make Up Show. Purchased for IDR 200k with another 4 brushes in 1 travelling set :D
I cannot use it for gel eyeliner, so I use it to applying my eyebrow set to my eyebrow, and this can do the job well. I love it. So soft but also stiff enough. And pick up the color just right.

4. MAC 217 Blending brush. US$ 22.50
This is my first eyeshadow brush. And I love it so much, I can use it for all. Applying and blending. This is so Holy Grail brush for me. But now since I need a shorter time to do my makeup, I have several other brushes to help this accomplish the job quicker, since sometimes I need to use several colors in one time, and don't have time to clean it... Hehe..... Lagian gw juga banci brush gitu....

5. MAC 226 Small Tapered Blending Brush. US$ 24.50
This is my life saver .... when I overdo applied eyeshadow on my lid. Since I don't have 222 nor 224 yet, I use this one to blend the color on my upper lid, or for crease. This can do the jobs well, because the hair is sintetik and soft. So not like 217, this one more to blend the color to fade it. I use it with my skin color's eyeshadow, to blend the eyeshadow color at my upper lid.. So far I got satisfied with this brush. Love it!

6&7 Eye Shader brush from Make Up Show. Dupe for MAC 239. Purchased IDR 80k
I'm very pleased with this brush, till I bought one more for stock. Very similiar with MAC 239. No doubt. The hair must be natural, because I feel it same with my MAC 217. I use this to applying eyeshadow only. Temptalia said she can use it for blending, but I can't. I rather use MAC 217 or MAC 226 for blending purpose. Pick up the color and also distribute it nicely. Love it!

Those are my primary eye brushes.... Here are the rest of it. I still use another brushes, though....

8. Eyeshadow brush from Ecotools. In one package with another 3 brushes. Purchased at IDR 150k? Will depend on the seller, because only can do custom purchase, since this thing only sale in USA though.
I use it so far to applying and blending powder concealer around my eyes and also on the side of my nose. Too big for eyeshadow, since my eyelids are not that big. even it's so, I think this one can still useful for blending the eyeshadow. The bigger and rounder version from my MAC 226?

9. Concealer brush from Ecotools. In one package with number 7 brush.
Never use it so far, since I rarely use liquid concealer. If I use it, I pat it with sponge only, to avoid crackiness and streakiness.

10. Angled eye brush from Make Up Show. IDR 80k
I use it to shading my nose, which I rarely do. Never use it for eye makeup so far. Maybe later I will find a way to make it more useful ... hehe...

11. Small Shader brush from Make Up Show. Dupe MAC 242. IDR 90k
I use it to applying pigment. Usually spray water (mixing medium from MAC or eyedrop?) to this brush before apply the pigment, because I hate to use dry pigment, it will fall out around my face .... oh no!

12. Small Shader brush from Make Up Show. Small version of brush number 10. In small travelling package with another brushes, bought IDR 200k.
I use it to applying paint pot or fluidline to eyelids. Any cream based eyeshadow.

13. Bent Eyeliner brush from Coastal Scent. IDR 50k
Just bought it to apply gel eyeliner. Never use it so far. Hehe...

14. Eyeshadow brush from Make Up Show. In small travelling package with another brushes, bought IDR 200k.
Use it very seldom... hohohoh...

15. Lips Brush from Too Faced.
Got it with the lipglosses palette. Love it because of the cap... Hehe, so I can bring it everywhere in my purse

16. Lip brush from Make Up Show. In small travelling package with another brushes, bought IDR 200k.

17. Lip Brush from The Face Shop.
Never use it for lipstick nor lipgloss. I used to use it for lower lash line eyeshadow application. But recently never use it again. Still on my brushes box though. I think I will find a way to use it back.... :D

18. Eye Kabuki brush from Everyday Minerals. Bought at IDR 115. Thanks Brooklyn ;)
Still in my mom's house, that's why not in the picture.

That's all. There are some more brushes I will buy again... Still eyeing those brushes!

Social House

Berhubung pas kemaren ini bulan April gw ke Jakarta gak sempet ke SoHo indang, akir nya pas balik lagi July awal kmaren, gw nyempetin diri deh ke sini..... Gw pan emank suka tempat yang cozy n bersuasana lounge gini.

Yang bikin gw pnasaran adalah tempatnya yang semi outdoor, di lantai atas Grand Indonesia (di dalem Harvey Nichols, East Mall)
Sbnernya gak semi outdoor banget si, cuma pas malem aja jendela nya di bagian belakang yang ngadep ke arah bunderan HI dibuka.

Pertama kali dateng sama laki gw, adek ipar gw n temen"nya pas uda late almost midnight gitu, jadinya kita duduk di bagian lounge nya... Gw gak minum wine, karena gak gitu suka n lagian gw alergi alkohol... Gw cobain smoothies nya yang mnurut gw enak lumayan, tapi manis banget .... Apa yan yang gw coba C-Breeze kl gak salah nama nya, ada pineapple nya gitu de, lagi suka gw soal nya ma nanas.... Murah, 35rb.. Di saat yang laen mnum wine... huhu..

Range harga wine nya di atas Cork and Screw ya.

Trus pas kdua kali nya gw ajak temen" gw buat ngumpul... Secara gw lama gak pernah ngumpul ma mreka.. Gw pesen chamomille tea, lagi kcapekan *jalan trus gw di Jakarta, yagh, nama nya juga liburan y* trus karna sblomnya gw da makan di resto lain, sambil nungguin temen gw pada dateng, jadinya gw cuma pesen sup aja de...

Tom Yum soup, 45rb an de keknya. Ini soup nya cuma buat side dish, ya... Jadi gak gde mangkoknya....
Gw pikir harusnya si makanan di sini lumayan enak ya, secara kan yang punya itu sama kayak yang punya Blowfish.
Trus ternyata..... Gw suka! Hahahah.... Gak tau gimana rasa asli nya tom yum, secara tiap gw makan tom yum pasti rasanya beda" klo beda tempat.... Maksud nya klo beda yang masak, ya beda rasa gitu.... Tapi yang ini gw suka banget de... Yang lainnya juga suka ..... Hahaha, contohnya buatan mama mertua gw....
Cuma yang ini enak de pas asemnya, pas pedesnya.... dibanding tom yum" yang biasa gw makan di luar.... Sampe pengen nambah gw, secara ukurang mangkoknya menyedihkan.

the tom yum soup

Trus gw ada makan sushi nya, lupa.... Philadelphia sushi klo gak salah, sushi goreng gitu, enak juga ..... hehe...

Ambience nya gw lebih suka di resto nya dibanding sama lounge nya ... Prefer non smoking, tapi temen" gw pada smoking.... hihihihih, kecuali gw *sama edith de,... cup" sayang..*

Trus gw lebih suka SoHo ini daripada Cork & Screw.... Tapi lagu di SoHo lebih kenceng.... hahahaha.... Prasaaan gw kali ya.... Lom balik lagi ke Cork n Screw tuh gw....

Next destination harusnya si The Apartment di Menara Garcia, Kuningan. Cuman kemaren gak sempet, well... next stop to Jakarta perhaps.....

Place: 9/10

Service: 8.5/10

Product: 9/10

Value: 7.5/10

Overall: 9/10

My face brushes....

I honestly heart all my makeup brushes....

But there are several brushes that I can't leave without.... Because they're simply make my makeup time shorter and applies my makeup product impressively

Here they are...

1. Buffing brush from Make Up Show.... IDR 130k
I think this one is quite close enough with MAC 109, one of the most expensive MAC brushes.
This brush is from China, I think, because I purchased it from the seller who send it from Shanghai *Thanks Jule-Jen:)*...
The description from Jule, is... "Suitable for cream blush such as BBPR", but I use it for almost all cheek's makeup..... shading and blush (powder).... This can apply product precisely just whatever you wish applied on your cheek.... For shading as well, since I don't have angled brush for shading *such as MAC 168 type*
I'm planning to purchase the new one for cream blush. Because is so trouble to use 1 brush for both cream and powder products..... *well, since I usually wash my brushes rarely.... wkwkwkwkw-lazy doh!*

2. Flat Top brush from Everyday Minerals. approximately IDR 110-150 or more, depens on the custom purchase seller.
This brush only can be purchased by their official online shop website. The brand is from USA. Known as one of the famous mineral makeup brands, EM also sale their own brushes. I've own 3 of their brushes so far. 1 Still brand new, just arrived in my mom's house.... 2 with me here, including this HG brush.
This brush is all about mineral foundation*the powder ones*! I use it mostly for mineral foundation. This brush distribute the powder into my face flawlessly... The bristles are so soft and consistent. Love it!
Of course this one can use for other face product *powder concealer, unpigmented blush, etc*...
I love this brush much better than my old kabuki brush, the one I'd previously used for mineral foundation *I used to love this kabuki brush for loose mineral foundie thou*.
Planning to buy one more someday just in case this product is discontinued in the future!

3. My Old mini Pink Kabuki brush from Kemeiru (discontinued).. was only IDR 50k
I got it from Make Up Show's seller as mentioned in brush number 1's description.
Although the bristles are not as soft as EM Flat Top brush*just because EM Flat Top brush is incredibly soft*, I still love this thing. I used to use it for mineral powder foundation. But now I use it to blend the powder/foundation on my face....
Good to blend the harsh line too, like often appeared after shading my cheek or overdone blush. This brush will retire soon I think, because the appearance looks so awfully worn by me *as you can see from the picture above*.... hehe... I love this brush so much that I'm now trying not to abuse it while wash it, so the brush can 'live' longer.... :)

That's all I can think from all my brushes.

I still use other brushes sometimes. Below are some brushes I use too but not significantly can't live without... hehehe...

1. MAC 190 US$32
This is supposed to be a classic brush to apply liquid foundation. I purchased this one because I simply don't want to use my fingers to apply liquid foundation. And also because I just curious with this tool.
I still don't know how to use this brush alone to apply liquid foundation. I always ended up with streaky finnish look even cakey sometimes with this brush alone.
So daripada mubazir.... I now use this to apply liquid foundation all over my face just like that, and then pat it thoroughly with sponge. I found later out that a good sponge can make our face looks flawless (and airbrushed), if we use it in the correct way.
Recently I don't use liquid foundation so often *I even leave it in my room in Jakarta!*, because I need more natural look for daily use. My mineral powder foundation does it! *if I have time, which is so rare, so I ended up with loose powder everyday.... hahaha*

2. Big Fan brush from Make Up Show... IDR 80k
Simple to put blush for soft look, or powder for finnishing touch, and also for fall out eyeshadow/pigments all ove my face after I got my eyes donn... This brush is versatile and big enough to do it all.

3. Stippling brush from Make Up Show... dupe for the infamous MAC 187... was purchased around IDR 145k if I'm not wrong.... now the price is at IDR 180k....
There are many MAC 187 dupes out there. I even own 2 from 2 different brands, and this is one of it.... And also the best :) Even I still not yet try to use this one, but I can tell it because of the bristles. Compare with the older one *same type, different brand* that I previously already have, this one can be prefectly use for stippling the liquid foundation for sure.

Bla bla bla.... I still have more face brushes......

4. Pink Stippling brush from Coastal Scents, which I use for blush products now.

5. Mini Kabuki from Ecotools, which I use for blush also, since I have many many blushes...

6. Blush brush from Ecotools also.... still want me to mention what is that for?

7. The big Face and Body brush from The Body Shop. The very first face brush I've bought. Now I use it for loose powder, MAC MSFN and also body shimmer, occasionally..

8. Mini Angled brush from Make Up Show.... This one is from it's travelling package. Rarely use, because I simply don't know what's for. Too small for cheek shading purpose, and too big for nose... Well I guess someday I will know how to use this one and for what I can use this for... Haha...

9. Long Handled Kabuki from Everyday Minerals.... This is supposed to be a great kabuki brush, according to the review from Makeupalley.com. And from another forum's reviewers. I guess I just unlucky for this. Because I got the shed one! I think it's already shed more than 100-200 bristles since I purchased it.... Very very kecewa......

10. Blush Blender brush from Prestige. ... This one has nothing special, I use it just for very pigmented blush, or for finnishing touch, since this brush is very soft, so it's suitable for light handed swiping need.

I think that's all for my face brushes..... I already gave 1 of my blush brushes to my sister.... :

Think to purchase more? Of course!!

Ngabisin stok makanan!

Berhubung gw gak bisa diem liat lemari makanan gw penuh sama mie instant, makanan kalengan yang menggunung, sachet" bumbu instant.... sama pasta" kering.... Trus ada berkotak" teh hijau... sama milk tea instant nya lipton.... Hmmm, apalagi ya....
Pokok nya bawaan nya tuh pengen gw kosongiiiin aja... padahal klo isi nya da mendekati stengah, gw yg panik pengen nyetok lg *dasar jiwa ibu"... heh! belom ibu" donk.... jiwa wanita (muda).... *

Nah, gw tuh klo ada waktu luang n lagi niat ngoprek dapur.... *tunggu dapet wangsit gt*..... demen nyoba" resep seenaknya.... Hasil nya si kadang memuaskan... kadang yaaa, bolehlah dimakan.... kadang memalukan... huh....

Tadi malem berhasil membuat spaghetti yang gw modif sndiri... dasarnya si resep Spaghetti Aglio Olio (Spaghetti with garlic and oil) yang original *consists entirely of minced or pressed garlic lightly sauteed in olive oil, plus hot pepper flakes (dried red chili peppers). Finely chopped parsley is added as a garnish*.... cuma ini gw tambahin pake tuna kalengan sama tomato paste... Trus gw tambahin juga sama oregano.... hmmm, tambahin apa lagi ya? Sama kaldu blok de, yg ayam stengah blok aja, soal nya ini cuma ngabisin sisa pasta yang tinggal 1/3 bungkusan 1 kg nya.... hehehe...

Hasilnya? Mnurut gw oregano nya agak sdikit kebanyakan, jadi rasa herbs nya agak berlebihan.... Tapi enak kok... Buktinya Nikko bs makan.... Hahahaha.....

Tadinya mau pake fresh tomato, pasti lebih enak de.... tapi gak ada n males beli *serem ke supermarket sendirian lg.... Hiiii -trakir dilepas sendirian di sana abis 1 jt lbh cm buat groceries-penting gak seee?*.... Judulnya kan ngabisin stok makanan....

Lumayan,..... 1 kaleng tuna + sisa spaghetti kering + tomato paste + sama kaldu blok sudah hengkang dari lemari makanan n kulkas ai...

Nars Laguna... very Yay for me!

pic from sephora.com

pic from makeupgeek.com

Believe me, this is HUGE!

Before I decided to try one product from NARS, I'd always been hesitated because of the price a lil bit pricey for me.

But then when my friends offer me to make a custome purchase from USA *from her sister who will comeback to Jakarta*, I've decided to give it a try.

So my first product from Nars is this duo palette. The infamous Orgasm blush + Laguna bronzer.

For US$45.

Well, I tell you the palette is not small.... It's quite big. The packaging is something a lil bit soft like rubber? I guess it will be dirty soon enough with some excess powder/pigment in makeup box.... But I don't really mind.

Then when I open it, the colors might just look blah in the pans, I mean just look like some common blush+bronzer.

But I can tell you that this is very pigmented, and once you swipe it, the texture is very velvety on your skin... Lav it!

The Orgasm blush is somewhat gives compliment on my cheek that other blushes I have cannot do. It gives me warm look.... *supposed to be cool? uh maybe I combine it with the bronzer so that it was look warm on my cheek..*

Not that I don't like my other blushes.... I love 'em all..... *blush maniac*

And the winner is ....... Laguna bronzer...

I use this as a shader.. I mean for shading purpose *mostly for shading my cheek*.... The shimmer is very subtle... So as for me, I didn't notice this when I use it for shading purpose....

Got this idea from Makeupgeek-Marlena... =)

And for me, this product does a much better job than other products I've tried (brown eyeshadow, MAC MSFN, dark cream foundation... and so on).. It's also much easier to use... Just need a good brush to use it as a shader.

Think will buy anothe product from NARS soon??

But absolutely will buy again if I run out this Laguna bronzer.... *in lav..... fufufu...*

Product: 9/10
Value: 7.5/10
Ease of Use: 9/10
Packaging: 8/10
Overall: 9/10

Sunday afternoon....

In office!

Mungkin lagi PMS gw hari ini miserable banget .... AAAAAAA.... deymmit!
Huhuhu....
Pengen nulis sesuatu tapih....

Hmmm.... Gw lagi memulai untuk diet sehat... Ini pertama kalinya gw diet sehat.... Yah, supaya lebih sehat aja *apa sih?*...
Lagi teratur minum bubuk sayuran ni.... Lumayan si, masalah perut gw da lumayan berkurang... Yang biasa nya gw berkutat dengan masalah perut klo di kantor, sekarang da gak lagi.... tinggal beberapa persen aja de.... hehe.... Trus gw brasa kulit muka gw ada perbaikan sdikit.... Mungkin orang lain blom notice ya.... Tapi gw yang tiap hari bersihin muka sendiri kan bole ngrasa ... hehehe....
Smoga berhasil menurunkan berat badan berlebih gw.... Sejak kapan tau gw jd gendutt..

Januari, 2008

Juli, 2009

Did you guys notice the difference?

Yeah, that nasty fat now is laying everywhere in my abdo... arms.... face... blah!

Bukannya mau kurus ceking si... cuma mau yg normal" aja, n yang paling penting tuh sehat dulu aja de... Males kan sakit"an gak jelas... Maklum ni da 20 an jd da sdikit aware sama idup sehat... hehehe....

Trus trus trus..... gw brasa lagi butuh liburan.... Tapi kan liburan butuh waktu dan dana... Nah dana bisa dikumpulin... waktu nya???

Gawd! Gw juga lagi nunggu kejelasan.... Cepat" datanglah kau kejelasan.... Jadi aku tidak bingung karena kebelomjelasan ini.... Hikx

Smoga gw bisa bertahan hari ini tanpa nabok orang.... *breath in .. breath out... breath in... breath out... *

Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince

Stelah kesabaran menunggu bertaun"(sejak bukunya kluar).... Trus ditunda berbulan".... akirnya gw nonton juga ni pelem.....
Gw kaga sabar karna baca dari bukunya seharusnya ini jadi film Harry Potter paling bagus... krna mengungkap sisi Voldemort secara lengkap dari kecil..... N juga knapa Voldemort ini tah gak mate"....

Kluarnya si pas hari" trakir gw liburan di Jakarta kmaren.... Tapi karna gak sempet nonton, gw nonton nya pas di Makati aja de.... Itu pun dapet tiket besokkan nya...

Kesan"....
Film nya terlalu kopong, brasa scene yang gak perlu itu terlalu banyak..... malah scene yang penting" malah kaga ada ......
Trus kayak tidak berinti..... Cuma bagus di visual effect nya aja.... Bagi yang gak baca bukunya si mungkin bilang keren ya.... Cuma bagi gw yang hafal sama buku nya jadi bete karna yakin buat org yang gak baca bukunya, ini crita jadi gak gitu berarti *halah... padahal brilliant lo crita nya*
Pas Dumbledore mati juga kok gitu aja..... Gw pas baca di buku kek nya lebih sedih de....
Yang menghibur gw cuma si Snape..... gw suka akting nya.... hahaha...

Aaaa...... mana tiket nonton nya dimahalin lagi di sini... mntang" harry Potter.....
Film biasa di studio THX *mreka ada yang THX ada yg biasa* harga nya 170-180 an peso....
Kmaren Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen 180/190 *lupa*
Harry Potter 200 peso aja lo *skitar 45rb*....
Beda nya dikit, tp tetep aja gak asik.....

Movie's rate: 7/10

So Today....

Bangun tdur telat.... masi ngegletak lagi abis liat jam uda jam 1 siang... padahal jam 2 masuk....
Jam 1 lewat masi ngoprek" dapur buat ngerebus chinese herbs bekal mama mertua gw...
Trus jam 1:15 masuklah gw ke wc masi duduk" baca majalah.....
Da beres" smua, tangan masi usil aja ngoprek" makeup bag gw *makeup train case gw gak di bawa, secara pas balik ke Jakarta kmaren aja da diplototin Nikko trus, hiiiiks...* buat moles" salah satu blush terbaru gw ..... MAC enough said *err, holiday 2008 collection siy*.... cantek de.....
Hasil nya, gw telat dengan sukses.... huah... gak banyak kok, cuma 5 - 10 menitan....
Maafkan ya anak".....

Bosan nya di kantor..... apalagi pas buka mailbox.... sajdncxwhdsjbnx..... baca tumpukan email dr bapak itu..... pdhl batang idung nya aje kaga kliatan tp masi bisa kasi seubrek kerjaan..... insap donk pak...

Sorean da rada santai..... Berhubung lagi diet n nyembuhin sindrom-sakit-perut-di-kantor, gw ke starbucks cuma bli vegetables quiche.... boakakakaka, barista nya sampe binun knapa gw kaga bli beverage apapun....

Trusss.... Dag dig dug nungguin Nikko interview kerjaan baru nya.... Duh, whatever the result later.... Hope it will be the best for us, and the most important is the best for himself... since itu kerjaan buat dy sehari" nanti nya gitu...

Later on pas jam 12 teng, kok lom ada yang beranjak, yah akir nya gw beranjak juga..... Secara nanti gw kerja jam 11 siang,... WTH...
Schedule gw yg malang....... Kmaren ini jam 9 malem masuk kerja.... Hari ini dan kemarin jam 2 siang masuk kerja.... Besok jam 11 siang masuk kerja....
Kerjaan ini bisa membunuhkuuuu... membunuhkuuu... OoooPs...tidak donk... Ada juga gw yg membunuh pekerjaan ini nanti nya... hohohohoho... *maklum ya people.... ini jam 1 malem, keadaan capek abis pulang kerja + diet kurangin makan sehari" 25 % = lemes, jadi ini tangan gw suka ngetik sesuka jidat nya emank*


Di rumah pengen masak tapi males, tkut kcapekan... yah, gw yg masak, gw yg bersihin dapur gitu....
Padahal da nemu resep linguini yg mudah n seperti nya enak di Elle June kmrn...
Pas bahan" nya ada di rumah, walopun smua kalengan... wkwkwkwkw
Maklum yey gw gak blanja" groceries lagi smpe skrg sejak trakir kali gw dilepas sendirian di SM hypermart sini, gw ngabisin 1 juta lbh cuma buat groceries..... *tolong diingat gw hanya hidup berdua di sini sama my lovely hubby*

HHhhh... bntr lg mau mandi aer anget n bobok....

Poto" liburan gw ada di fesbuk gw ya sodara", males de upload di sini,....
Yg di fesbuk aja di tagged smua ma temen" gw tercinte.... Thanks teman!

Bomb Teror repeated again.....

Kek nya lom puas idup gw klo lom nympah"in si tukang bom di Jakarta sama Indonesia.....
Pergi kau sana jauh" teroris.....
Kesel de, knapa Indonesia lagi yang jadi sasaran.... Jakarta lagi pulak..... Saat Indonesia lagi seneng" nya nunggu MU dateng lagi.....

Banyak spekulasi org" yg da gw baca......
Sbner nya gw punya spekulasi gw sndiri yang agak kurang etis klo gw publish secara umum bgindang.....
Da ah, pergi kau sana teroris....... jgn bom negriku tertintah lagi *sok puitis dan berapi"*.......
Klo mau mati, mati aja, jangan bawa orang"..... Puh-lease de......

Gw seneng pas mau ngeledakin bom, ktauan n dihakimi massa...... ugh saking kesel nya gw....

I love Indonesia..... :)
Dangerously beautiful

Mumbling *Bosan.... bosan.... bosaaaan..... *

Yak, gw da balek lage ke opis......
Hiks..... Liburan yang menyenangkan slalu berlalu sangat cepat.....
Kmaren baru interview jabatan manager.... Kok kek nya gw gak antusias samsek (yang di pikiran polos gw: kerjaan nambah segubrak, tanggung jawab nambah bbrapa ton, tapi gaji paling naek secuil)....
Cuma ngelirik dikit gara" mikirin kenaikan gaji.... Bgitu atasan gw plintat plintut pas gw tanya gaji *padahal klo nerangin masalah kerjaan semangat 45*, yaaaa, gimana ya...... hoam...

Baru masuk da diserbu kekacauan..... malas malas malas.....

Yada, jgn ngomongin opis gw lage de....

Alesan bosan slanjut nya ...

Rekening bank gw jebol..... ! Sapa yang jebolin ???? Gw sendiri aja gitu.... huhuhuhu....
Gara" liburan kemaren play too hard maybe....
huhuhuhu...
n gaji buldep, yg kluar bbrapa hari lagi, pasti cuma numpang lewat doank, bayar tagihan cc, n ini itu.......

Trus baru bbrapa hari kerja, gw da nemu barang" luncang yg treak" minta dibeli....
Maafkan aku anak"..... hiks... akupun sedih....

Smua waiting list yaaaa.....

Pengen mejengin haul kmaren"...... Tp lom smpe di foto.... huhu.... Besok" de klo smpet...

Smangat kerja gw kan padahal saat luang surfing" blanjaan ..... n sambil blanja.... kesian donk klo cm surfing doank, sambil mupeng.....

Ayo duit, branak pinak lah kau di dalam rekening ..... *daydreaming*

Breaking News

Well, at least for me and my husband...

On the first side, I got a better offer.... 

But on another side... my hubby is in the edge of danger situation... *hopefully its only temporary for anything better ahead us*

Whatever happen to him, it will automatically affect me... *oh Lord, I hope these all happened for anything better*

With all of the things that we've planned... This is really shocking.... Like a shock therapy in vacation *yes! we're even still on vacation*

Speechless........

Early addiction to mineral foundie....

Oh lord... I've been searching for the right foundation since like forever.... don't talk about the shade... let's talk about the type of it first...

The first ever one, I've tried the infamous liquid foundation, about 6 years ago.. I was happy with the result, because it's really gave me a great coverage and also didn't make my face look chalky *like the next kind of foundation I use, we'll go to that part, later*... Until I started to feel that the formula is way too thick for everyday use. So the next one I've tried the even infamous two way cake foundation... then the result for me was blah! I really don't like it... Feels like put tons of all purpose flour on my face... I'm not really sure whether the problem with the lack of my skill or it just not for me... Then I leave it *this one for good I think... unless I can find someway to use it on my face without that horrible feeling*

Then lately, about a year ago or so, I've been convinced by FD's chit chat forum *one of Indonesian fashion blogs* with the greatness of BB Cream.. BB stand for Blemish Balm Cream. I don't know where it's come from originally... I mean which brand made it first....

I just tried 2 products of it from TheSkinFood.... First one was BB Cream from Ginkgo series, and the second one was from Aloe series... I like Aloe BB Cream more, because of the texture... It's lighter than Ginkgo BB Cream, so it's definitely more easy to blend.

But I was not happy with the shade.... It's too white for me, and somewhat kinda pinkies... So it did made my face look a little dull.

Then actually before I've met BB Cream, from the same forum, I found a big enthusiasm for a new product *at that time* so called Mineral Makeup..... By learning about the product's benefits from the chitchats, then I cannot resist to give it a try, by purchased some of the product (the famous pioneer one I think is Bare Minerals from Bare Escentuals, but I haven't try this one yet) from Everyday Minerals (EDM). Just because it was popular in the forum at that time... hehehe....

Some members there sell it.

At that time, uhmm... until now, we just can purchase all these infamous mineral makeup by online order only. Therefore we need to pay the shipping cost *mostly from USA*, and also the tax in some cases.

So usually we just compound our orders to someone who open the Pre Order service. And this kind person will make those purchases...

We will need to pay more, for this kind person*many pre-orders have been made by my FD friends..love you ladies*, because without her we might be hesitate to order it, and then we cannot play with this lovely things.....

My first haul from EDM are 2 kind of foundie and then 2 kind of concealer, and then blushes, with 1 eyeshadow too.... All in loose powder formula.... *of course now my collection still growing up, because I still want to try other products*

I love these mineral foundation products because of the formula... It's like loose powder, but you only need merely so little amount, to layer all over your face. Wait until 5-15 minutes, and it will melt on your skin.... Give you a natural makeup look *not a thick foundie mask*... I just love it more than any foundation I've ever tried.... *I still love my MAC studio fix fluid tho... but recently it's tidily sit on the corner of my makeup trunk, need to find another shade later because this one NC20 still kinda bit yellowish for me*

You will need minimum one kabuki brush... to buff this product all over your face.... a regular powder puff will never work for this...

I've own several shades so far *well, open the website, and you will see a zillion shades from all those mineral makeup stores*... because I still haven't found my exact shade....

1. Light Olive.... slightly darker than my natural face color, thinking that I still can use it later when I go to the beach... haha. Or mix it with another shade.

2. Light Intensive *not really sure, this one is a custom made sample, it's labelled like that anyway* I like this one, but still thinking, this is not really right shade for me...

3. Olive Fair, so far, this is the most likely for me than others that I've bought.. But still... a bit dull for my skin? Well just slightly I think...

4. Golden Fawn.... this is definitely too yellow for me.... But I still use it.. mix with another shades.. hehe... lately, I've been mixed it up a bit with Olive Fair...

I think so far that's all I have for EDM foundation....

I still waiting for my Lumiere order, and still thinking hard to choose about 4-5 shades closer to my skintone from Meow Cosmetics. Psst, I tell you the last one even got 86 different shades ... mygod...

There are so many brands for this mineral makeup..... Mostly from USA, but you may found out about 1 or 2 from Singapore, if I can recall.... *I'm not talking about mineral makeup from massive brands like Revlon, L'oreal, and others.... because they're seems not made from 100%pure mineral... dunno, I just haven't check it yet :P..... MAC also got their mineral makeup line.... I got the liquid foundation of it..... MAC mineralize skin finish liquid foundie... but I really cannot tell if this line' products are made from 100%pure mineral or not*

Cmiiw ya...

Thanks for reading my mumbles... gotta do my house job now...

Ugh so tired nowadays.... less sleep than what my body craving for....

But very happy because tomorrow midnight, I will be in Jakarta..... ;)

Gossip Girl..

I know I know... It's a bit too late to talk about the serials.. since the 2nd Season just ended about a couple months ago....

I loves all the drama in this serial.. obviously because I never have such kind of drama like that in my own school/teenage life... Not that I wish to turn back time and experience it ...

I love Blair's character.... She's truly bitch with a cute angel face... Haha...

I haven't finish the Season 2 yet tho...

Here, I just want to post some of her interesting quotes in the serial... Taken randomly from Season 1 and 2...

Enjoy!

Blair: [to Jenny] That's the thing. You need to be cool to be queen. Anne Boleyn thought only with her heart and she got her head chopped off. So her daughter Elizabeth made a vow never to marry a man. She married a country. Forget boys. Keep your eye on the prize, Jenny Humphrey. You can't make people love you, but you can make them fear you. For what it's worth, you're my Queen. I choose you.

• Episode: The Goodbye Gossip Girl.

Blair: We need to talk.

Chuck: I prefer to talk after.

• Episode: The Goodbye Gossip Girl

Chuck: I was a coward running away again. But everywhere I went, you caught up with me. So I had to come back.

Blair: I want to believe you, but I can't. You've hurt me too many times.
Chuck: Then believe me this time.
Blair: That's it?
Chuck: [pauses] I love you, too. (they kiss)
Blair: Can you say it twice? (laughs) No, I'm serious, say it twice.
Chuck: I love you, I love you, I love you. (kissing)
• Episode: The Goodbye Gossip Girl

Blair: Serena's been in jail for four hours, she's already served more time than Lindsay Lohan and Nicole Richie combined!

• Episode: Valley Girls

Blair: You don't sound like yourself.
Georgina: That's because I'm not.
Blair: I don't think Jesus would like that.
Georgina: You can tell Jesus the bitch is back.
• Episode: The Wrath of Con

Blair: Do you know how hard it is to get revenge when your enemy is changing every five minutes?
Dorota: You need to calm nerves and warm vocal cords. You want tea?
Blair: No. I want Dan Humphrey's head on a platter.
• Episode: The Age of Dissonance

Serena: Everything you've done, spreading rumors about who I've had sex with, what alley I puked in or telling Dean Barrowby that I killed Pete Fairman, I forgave everything all because I thought one day you'd grow up. But putting up a Gossip Girl blast about Yale and the press release ...
Blair: Serena, I didn't put out the blast.
Serena: At least have the dignity not to lie to my face.
Blair: But I'm not lying.
Serena: Only two people knew about it, you and Dan. And Dan would never do something like that. I always want to believe the best in you, Blair, but the bottom line is, betrayal's in your nature.
• Episode: The Age of Dissonance

Blair: Everyone's jealous of me, because my life is perfect and you've always been the most jealous of all.
Nelly: People aren't jealous of you, Blair. They hate you.
• Episode: The Age of Dissonance

Blair: I have a friend on cyberspace who knows just what to do. XOXO.
• Episode: Carrnal Knowledge

Blair: Ladies, you can get your tiny brains to rest. Once again the world has proven - anything you can do, I can do better.
• Episode: Carrnal Knowledge

Jack: Come out with me tonight.
Blair: I told you I'm not interested.
Jack: Didn't seem that way on New Years.
Blair: Whatever may have transpired between us, what's important is what it means to me. Which is nothing.
• Episode: Gone with the Will

Serena: Wait. If Chuck is really in trouble then we need to help him. He doesn't have any brothers and sisters. We are all he has. You are all he has.
Blair: He doesn't want my help.
Serena: So that's just it? You're going to abandon him for some society matrons?
Blair: Those "matrons" as you call them, are helping me build a life. All Chuck can do is destroy one. I'm not abandoning Chuck. I'm just saving myself.
• Episode: In the Realm of the Basses

Serena: He was probably thinking about you the whole time he was in Thailand.
Blair: Not unless I was a Thai hooker named Bo.
• Episode: In the Realm of the Basses

Chuck: Gotta go, can't talk.
Blair: Go where, everyone you know is standing in this room.
Chuck: I don't wanna be here.
Eric: We want you here. I just lost my stepfather... I don't wanna lose my brother too.
Chuck: When are you going to get it? We are not related.
• Episode: O Brother, Where Bart Thou?

Blair: Whatever you're going through, I wanna be there for you.
Chuck: We've talked about this. You are not my girlfriend.
Blair: But I am me. And you are you. We're Chuck and Blair. Blair and Chuck. The worst thing you've ever done, the darkest thought you've ever had, I will stand by you through anything.
Chuck: And why would you do that.
Blair: Because I love you.
Chuck: Well, that's too bad.
• Episode: O Brother, Where Bart Thou?

Blair: I have an itch that only Chuck can scratch and he won't oblige unless I tell him I love him.
Dan: You need help getting Chuck to sleep with you? Really?
Blair: [to Serena] You hear the judgment in his voice right now right?
Serena: He's working on that.
• Episode: Pret-a-Poor-J

Dan: DO you love him?

Blair: NO! No, of course not.
Dan: So why don't you just say it to get what you want? Frat guys have been doing that since ... forever.
Blair: I can't! If I say it then Chuck wins.
Dan: But... if you say it then you get him and you win.
• Episode: Pret-a-Poor-J

Blair: What took you so long?
Chuck: If you thought that was long, you have no idea what you're in for.
• Episode: Chuck in Real Life

Marcus [sees Blair and Chuck] ... Blair!
Blair: ohmigod, ohmigod.
Marcus: Blair, what is it?
Blair: You don't understand! I thought it was you! He had an accent!
Chuck: Please, you knew exactly who it was.
• Episode: The Dark Night

Blair: Marcus wait!
Marcus: Did you really not know it was him? Can you honestly tell me that?
Blair: I knew it was him.
Marcus: Thank you.
Blair: But I want you!
Marcus: No Blair. You want my title. The idea of who I am. But you clearly want him. Which makes me a fool. Because I really did want you. I DO want you.
Blair: Then show me! I'm not some delicate little flower. Show me!
• Episode: The Dark Night

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Secret weapons

Here they are.... my daily weapons....

Firstly I will talk about my brushes.... I cannot recall when exactly I love this things... I just cannot stop from buying this stuff... Not when every season, some brands having their ravishing offer...

I've purchased more brushes, but still in my mom's house.... When I pulang kampung, I will happy to hold them and put it in this small box.....

I keep em'all in the box, because I don't like to keep it in the brush roller bag whatsoever... well, it's just my preference anyway...

Hehe, not that I use all of it on daily basis.... Because usually I just put some loose powder for working days.... I don't have much time, when I need to sleep more on my working days....!

But I like to collect em all and enjoy my time when I use them all *offday, holiday.... anytime I have sparetime and event to use it, basicly....

face brushes

face brushes

eye brushes and tools

eye brushes and tools lagi mejeng

dalem kotak biar gak debuan

And these are my skincare.... I only use some products though.... not so many.... because I don't really have time for skincare ritual... But I still have to use some pruducts.... I don't want to look older than my age or I want to look younger than my age, perhaps?... hahaha

As you see in the box, there are my haircare product as well, and 2 bottles of perfume!.... actually my favorite ones ... Those that I use for daily basis, can be found in my bathroom...

Talking about skincare, my favorite products are from Lush.... I have 2 toners from it... And planning to buy 1 more... so I got all *they only have 3 kind of toner*... and my eyecream.... will not repurchase it I think, because it's too light for me... But I like the packaging... so hygienic... uhmm... maybe I will repurchase anyway... haha... or back to Clinique all about eyes and I will place it in the Lush's pump bottle?

I've tried the lotion about a year ago... I think it's called Celestial.... I'm not really impressed with it... Kinda greasy for me.. I thought maybe because it was made not for those who live in the tropical climate area....? I'm pretty sure, this one good for you who live in the cold and dry climate... So for lotion I use DDML from Clinique instead... not because of what.... just so my face got some moisture but also not greasy.. Still searching for a better product...

Back again to Lush!

I also likes their face cleanser.... Though I will use some cleansing oil to clean my face after outdoor activity/makeup first, before hit the Lush cleanser to my face.... I love the soothing action from it.... I've tried Coalface, Fresh Farmacy, Herbalism, and soon will try Aqua Marine, after my Herbalism used up....

I love their shampoo bar too.... I just purchased another one... Ultimate Shine, because my Seanik almost all gone *uhmm, I think I've finnish the last piece last night*..

One more product I have from Lush is the Peach Massage Bar.... rarely use it.... no timeee.... You have to put it in your palms for some second/a minute so that your body heat will melt it into an oil... The smell is so nice... But for my entire body... how many time I have to hold it??... Usually I just put it into microwave for merely few seconds... and taraaa, you can use it to moisture you skin....

Will try another products from them soon... and maybe I will post a detail review for each product... ;)